Timid Choke

from Loss. Guilt. Survival. by Abrade

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lyrics

this curse

this curse of self
it cuts my will
time slips slowly by
stagnant and still
shattered self lies
at full collapse
depressed anxious
how will i last

with longing distain
all for what?
what will remain
with longing distain
all for what?
what will remain

alone and deprived
can't collect my thoughts
just breathe to survive

barely alive
not without faults
no will to survive

alone and deprived
can't collect my thoughts
just breathe to survive

barely alive
not without faults
no will to survive

not without fault
no will to survive

shallow husk
that houses my soul
bloodied and beat
wreckage grows old
walls of sadness
like moths to flame
repress regress
all seems in vain

exhausted and weak
living in fear
unable to speak

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from Loss. Guilt. Survival., released August 13, 2021
Recorded @ Firebrand Studios
Engineered and Mixed by: Brian Scheffer - March 2021
Mastered @ Saff Mastering by Carl Saff June 2021
Produced by: Badger, Brian Scheffer & Abrade

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